Where I don’t bring you up anymore. Others do though.. Not out of negativity. More out of a way of trying to get me to talk about you.. In a happier sense. Despite some bringing it up for fear of their actions reflecting past situations with me and you. But, I think of you on most days. I wonder if you think of me too. I get weird feelings and I question if that is me feeling you still. As weird as that sounds you always knew when I wasn’t okay.. Knew when you should get on. I always had those feelings too. I hope you’re doing okay. I hope you can find a reason to smile despite the dark time. I don’t feel as empty anymore. It could be because those around me fit into that void of my chest and made me feel wanted when I felt the least. I’m not sure anymore. You were brought up today.. And now you’re in my head. But I’ll leave it at that for now.