Like wow I’m in such a good mood and work is okay. And it’s lovely out <3 Rickaa I hope you’re having a good day ~
Idk it doesn’t seem like its already been 3 months but I guess it has. At least my outlook on life has changed since then, and I can feel happy rather than constant sadness. I wish it was here already though, passed and over with. I guess that’s an odd feeling but oh well. Im just tired.
Please stop. Just leave me alone. I’m tired, I feel like shit, I am working a second double in a row. Why do you have to constantly bother me and try to make me feel bad cause I haven’t hung out with you guys. I don’t want to do what you want to do. I don’t want to drive up to your house and waste money I don’t have for gas or risk my car falling apart. Idk what you want me to do. I can’t be there when YOU feel like its on your terms. I have a life, a job , I’m trying to keep sane I’m trying not to let my depression over power me again. I’m trying my hardest to help myself and I’m sorry if in that process I can’t help you. I’m one person with a million things I need to take care of. Why can’t you understand. Stop purposely making it seem like in the worst person a live. I know I’m not but when I feel the way I do like today it just hurts. And I’m already hurting enough.
I’m gonna go be bored and sad and find something to do. Have a good day everyone~